when all else fails...

will you be there to love me?!...

bakit ganon?!!!!!


may mga taong lagi napapansin ang mga kapansanan ko?!!!!


yes, i have lisp, since i was a child!!

pero bakit gnon?!! tumanda ka na't lahat-lahat pinupuna pa rin at pinagkakatuwaan pa nila....


at ang masakit pa dun, nangyayari pa ito sa workplace..sa isang workplace na kung saan karamihan ay matatalino at sa tingin ko'y nama'y ginagamit ang katalinuhan sa pagiging rational na mga nilalang...

well, there's always an exception to the f***ing rule!!!

kilala nyo ako...tinuruan ko na ang sarili na hindi kagad magalit sa mga ganitong sitwasyon....

pero siyempre, tao pa rin ako....marunong mapuno!!!

its as if ako lang may disability sa workplace namin!!!!

SO F*CKIN' B*LLSHIT!!!!!!

what a way to end the workweek....

i think i won't get respect in this workplace...esp when ur crowded with a lot of intelligent as**oles!!!!!!

monday....

at ur office space in makati....

drinking coffee....

making some notes....

going to the client later...

working OT (for sure) later....

....what will i expect....

IT'S JUST ANOTHER MANIC MONDAY!!! (for the week na rin i guess!)

grabe!!! tagal ko na plang nd nkakapag-post dito!!!!! well, this indicates that na sobrang busy na pla ako...(oist, totoo ito ha, hindi busy-busyhan!!)

u know what, i almost spent christmas and new year with my client (spending=doing audit work, not that nasty thing that ur thinking about!!). i was with my 1st client (yihee...first!!) on dec. 24, 26, 30, 31...haaayy!!! pro oks lang, anlaki nmn ng OT ko e....(wla munang magpaparinig ng "libre naman dyan!") my first client was a newspaper company along the pier area in manila..

after that my 2nd was a large bank situated in the ortigas district...had a good time there...lots of pretty bank staff members kasi..hehehe!!

nga pla, i already experienced spending the whole day at the office (whole day=24 hours)..grabe, halos wala kaming tulugan with my previous 2 clients, kasi special engagements kasi...ganito pala sa audit firm pag busy season (busy season = december to april 15, the tax deadline)...kahit mahirap siya, masaya naman working at late night till the early hours of the morning...(chka buti nlng may shower room sa c.r.!!)

haaayyy...i miss the normal life....

i can wait for may...where the slack season starts..where my normal life will again resume...

...pro ok lang, mukhang exciting itong 1st 4 mos. of the year for us here at the firm..

1. I should be out of d house b4 6:30 am so that i won't get caught with the f***ing traffic in pasig and makati...(and also to have enough time to go to edsa to catch the bus..its cheaper by almost half the fare than to ride an fx taxi)

2. I should not eat too much during lunch time so that i won't get sleepy during the afternoon (esp. coz the "serious sessions" happens at this time!)

3. I should control my frequent trips to the restroom! i really don't know why im a urinal fanatic!!!

4. I should learn how to SAVE money, wisely!

5. I should be conscious of what will i bring and what did i bring during the day para wala akong maiwan at ng hindi mabwiset sa sarili ko..

wala nakong maisip as of now...im sure may part 2 ito...

NORMAL LIFE (july for kings)

I stood under Ohio's skies
I could see the open fields for miles
I thought what the hell am I doing back here again
But now I'm trying to reassemble the things I kept
And the pictures fade, but I hope to ressurect
The things that kept me sane back then

In the backyard
Playing on the swingset
Dark green shoes off
You can get your feet wet
Mom and Dad sat quiet in the sun room
Sun down, big moon, big sky

I just want to live a normal life
Get a fast car and a pretty wife
We could have children of our own
Settle down here until they're grown
We could buy a house out on the beach
And just die there, out of reach
Do you want to live, do you want to live
Do you want to live a normal life with me
Yeah, a normal life with me

For years I cursed these deadend streets
Nowhere to go, no one to meet
We only talked about the crazy woman down the road
Yeah, but everything makes much more sense now
Someday I'll have my own house
I'll make enough to make it easier to pay the phone bill

In the backyard
Playing on the swingset
Dark green shoes off
You can get your feet wet
My wife and I sit quiet in the sun room
Sun down, big moon, big sky

I just want to live a normal life
Get a fast car and a pretty wife
We could have children of our own
Settle down here until they're grown
We could buy a house out on the beach
And just die there, out of reach
Do you want to live, do you want to live
Do you want to live a normal life

I'll watch the kids 'til you get home
4:58 and you're on the phone
Coming back from work on Friday
Wide awake in the American dream
I'll make the bed, you'll feed the cat
Could it really be as simple as that

Do you want to live, do you want to live
Do you want to live a normal life with me
Do you want to live a normal life with me

I just want to live a normal life
Get a fast car and a pretty wife
We could have children of our own
And settle down here until they're grown

I just want to live a normal life
Get a fast car and a pretty wife
We could have children of our own
And settle down here until they're grown
We could buy a house out on the beach
And just die there, out of reach
Do you want to live, do you want to live
Do you want to live a normal life
Do you want to live, do you want to live
Do you want to live a normal life
Do you want to live, do you want to live
Do you want to live a normal life with me

whoa! its about 2 weeks since i posted something here...grabe!

well, what had happened na ba during the past 2 weeks?!..hmm..aun, pnay training, training, training, training!!! im currently on a 1-month training pra sa work ko...its about audit..actually, im on an information overload right now..daming kailangang aralin..lots of software programs, methodologies, policies, etc..haaay, kakapagod na!..pero masaya naman as in! ang kukulit nga ng mga co-trainees ko eh..and with the whole firm as well! its like ur 1 big family inside the office...tama nga ung naririnig ko about the firm..masaya dun!! sana my expectations won't be cut short..

nalaman ko na rin kung cno ang mga audit clients ko ds upcoming audit season..some i know, some i haven't heard even once..may work ngako sa new year eh, as in jan.1!! well, that's the nature of my work, very unpredictable!!! watch till april 15 (deadline for income tax payment) comes by, ewan ko kung makakausap nyo pko ng matino!!

haaayy...ang lamig ngayon!! malapit ng mag-christmas!! anong gift nyo sakin?!

nafi-feel mo rin ba ang nafi-feel ko ngayon?!..

1.30 ng hapon...
sunday...
kktapos mo lang kumain ng isang 'super lunch'...
nkaharap ka sa pc..
radio mo nsa jam 88.3...

nkakaantok diba?!

kaso...hindi pwede e...
dami ko pang aaralin tungkol sa trabaho ko..
ung tipong haharap ka sa laptop buong maghapon...
magbabasa..
may sasagutang exam after..
hhhhaaaaaayyyyy....

BIGYAN MO NMN AKO NG PANG-KONTRA SA ANTOK?!!! PLSSS!!!